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Passivity Kills April 28, 2009

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Nations will rise and fall……and in this end time we have a responsibility to stand up and do what we can to help those who are falling or are in danger of being lost to get upright and be able to stand in these dark times. Being passive in this time is a dangerous thing.

When God commands me to stand………and to learn to stand still…….you must understand that that is an ACTIVE term. Imagine playing King of the Hill…….you are the king of the Hill and your friends are trying to knock you off of the hill……..is that a passive game? No…..it is a very active game of guarding a piece of property………it requires DISCERNMENT, Constant ADJUSTMENT AND CHANGE…..especially of your tactics, and it requires an understanding of what your opponent is really doing in order to provide a counter-defense.

God wants us to take the mountains of this culture:the church, the family, the media(and technology), law and government, business and finance, the arts, and education. He want secular music taken back. He wants the UN taken back. He wants DC taken back. He wants Hollywood taken back. But taking them is easy…….HOLDING THEM is a very different story.

That is the issue…….HOW do you hold a place that you have just taken from the enemy….? the key is in 1st Chronicles 11. David conquers the city of the Jebusites and makes it his capital. Shortly after this He immediately wants the ark of God’s presence there? Is this wise, David? This territory is still enemy territory to a certain degree…….occupied territory……..why put the most cherished possession of the Hebrews in harms way?

Because to Hold the ground of the City of Jebus He had to get God’s presence to the top of the mountain. You see, David took the mountain PHYSICALLY, but to take it SPIRITUALLY, he had to get God’s presence to the top of the City of Jebus……..to displace the spiritual powers that had resided on the mountain for hundreds of years. Only then, could the City of Jebus become Jerusalem……a perpetual inheritance of the Hebrews……..only then could it be the City of Zion………and David alludes to that in His Psalms.

So a Tabernacle of David is not built in the Church per se……..but in territory you want to occupy for the Lord………..Territory you want to HOLD for the Lord…………so we invade Hollywood or Secular music get social capital, and a group of Remnant Elites(Christians at the top of your arena), then like William Wilberforce we gather together in a tabernacle environment…..worship God, pray, plan, declare and creatively sharpen one another in an environment that is designed to focus our gifts and callings into the purpose heaven has for our arena……….a Tabernacle of David…….It’s kind of like a Greenwich Village, but pointed in a different direction…….

What could such a community provide? The ability to stand………to take ground and hold it…….to prevent passivity by the gathering of these gifted people together in community, in worship and in declaration……….and the strategic planning that allows us to maintain our influence in these arenas and most importantly to pass it down from generation to generation………..David understood this and so must we.

I am willing April 28, 2009

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You are God and there is no one else like you……I want you……..and not these other things that pass away……….I saw the testament of that last night……….You stand by my side and you give me the strength to stand up and take heart and believe………..now is the time to choose to continue on with You………to put away my apathy and believe in better things for my family, my friends and my future………..

I see the truth of these things here in this moment…….I see what matters in your heart……my fullness, my happiness…….My heart looking toward you…….that is what I want too……….

I do not want to be super-spiritual…..but spiritually real…………..I want to translate your truth into a form that people can recognize and relate to in plain, practical ways…….but that remains spiritual…..and aware of the Spirit.

I know that change is coming………..deliver me from my frustration in Your Process…..for it is truly Your Process………I want to see the truth of your heart and life expressed through me and from me to you……..I want to be there when this comes to pass………deliver me from being burned out in the process……..purified, yes……but not burned out and apathetic.

“Reality is a tough thing to get at…..especially for one who has such a strong imagination……and a gift of revelation……….reality and imagination can be hard to recognize at times……that is what gets you into trouble………..that is what the stillness is for………you need that precisely because your imagination is so strong…….you need to be attuned to my voice…..and you need to put away anything…..good or evil…..but mostly good things……which keep you from hearing my voice………..you have better things in store for your life……do not waver or vary in your life and living, but pursue my heart…….

You do not have to be a pharisee……and you are not…….but you must stay focused…..concentrate on My Goodness and My heart for you………and be relentless for My love and mercy……….and be relentless about dwelling on Me and not your past…….start seeing where I want you to be in 5 to 10 years………make plans……….find out who you are……….I am leading you there now…………make choices and decisions………..be holy by standing your ground and being active in finding your territory in the Spirit……….don’t let the devil steal your destiny………..keep going forward…….whether stumbling and falling or running into walls and making a fool out of yourself……..keep going forward and I will get you there………

I cannot help you if you give up……or quit going forward………you haven’t yet………but that’s the issue……You’ll make it….but press through the fear, the bitterness, the apathy and the pain……….believe the best about yourself and about those who love and hate you…….pray for them and take heart in who you are……….stand up inside and start taking yourself for being a champion with a great destiny………It is very great……much greater than you know.”

I am here April 11, 2009

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I want to stand up in this moment. I want to step up and move forward. I want to see it and to help. Show me your truth, show me your light, show me your true vision. Open your vista before me and grant me the love and the truth to get there. I call on your name, I call upon your heart. You are my God, my deliverer and healer. You are my friend and My King……and I stand with you…….and I trust in your judgment and name…….because you love me and you shaped me and I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

Show me the way through…….and I will walk it. I see the light at the end of the tunnel……I am ready to run, to fight and to hold the ground you give to me. Rise up in My Heart……Rise up in the presence of your enemies……….purge out the darkness within………..bring your glory to this temple and become the Lord of this Temple………the hope in Me……..the hope to them…………let it be so in Me.

I am willing…….I am waiting…….I here.

You come through. April 11, 2009

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Open Eyes and Open Ears
Let Me show you my quality
Let Me see myself running towards you
In your purpose in your service

I want to stand in that moment
To stand up in My Time
To not be eaten up by fear,
To overcome and go forward
To victory and help……
Open eyes and Open Ears
To see the truth
To shine it like a light……

Hope in this darkened circumstance
Life in this unwelcome place
Joy unspeakable and not determined by circumstance
YOU are holy and true
You are life
You change the circumstance
And your truth shapes our lives
And our hopes
Living water, flow through me
I am willing and open to see

Show me. show our hearts
Holy and True…..Holy and True,……
believing and faithful……….
You come through…….

To be Vigilant. April 10, 2009

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I will stay vigilant
I will keep watch at the door
those thoughts which assail me
I will push away

Your love is my meditation
Your truth is my meat
You are a light and a song
I will dwell on your goodness all day long

The shadows of the past come
But the door is closed to them
Self-pity sings its song of regret
But I will not listen
Angst comes to torment
But I will not receive Him
I do not belong to these things
But to the Lord

Now is the time to grow up
To put away childish things
To run for the things of the kingdom
The outward look
To the lost, the orphan, the widow
Let your light and life be in me
As a light shining out in the darkness
Clean out this temple, sanctify it
and make it your own…….

Rise up on the inside
Rise up on the inside
And take your place in Me
This is your home
And those things which beset me
Are not mine anymore
I cannot hold them dear
Like a beloved possession
They will kill me if I let them
But I will be at peace
I will be set on your ways
I will become a humble servant
And a Holy One.

I will pray today, tomorrow and the next day
I will stay vigilant
I will stay a love servant of God
I will not receive those old friends
of pain, the past, self pity, fear and doubt
They are not friends
And they are not welcome……..
They are enemies who plunder the camp
If I let them
But the door is closed
The way is shut
I am here with you in this fortress
And I choose to dwell in this place
With your light and love and counsel
And I will see the depths of your ways
And your kindness
And you will teach me to stand
And then to walk
And then to run
And then to fight……
For you are a faithful and true friend
And I choose to be vigilant
For your sake.

To Follow the Lord April 7, 2009

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I see you…….high and lifted up……
I see the dawning of a new day……
and the joy of being alive
Today is a good day……
Let me say it again…..
Today is a good day
And I will put away the things of the past
for you are my hope
and my song
You are a light in the darkness
You are a crystal clear memory
Of good times and dear friends gathered ’round
And the joy of fellowship….
For I know you are true,
Your heart is near me
Your breath is felt on my cheek
And You speak kind words
Kind words…….

Let me know you better
as a bride knows her husband
Let me draw near to you
Let my light shine towards your light
Let the river of your presence flow through me
Set me free to be, My Lord
Set me free to be…….Your own.

And I will run again……..
I will sing again as I did in younger days
I will open up my heart and trust again
I will show out your steadfast love
But I will be wiser this time…….
I will be more forgiving……
I will be patient……I will wait on you….
I will show you the trust in my heart
For the good plans you have made
For your children and your church

You are true…..Your word is true
Yet you do not do the things we expect
But that is good………
Because our enemies do not expect it either……..
We show up where they don’t expect
Attack where they aren’t looking
And we win great victories
Because of you……My Love
You lead us in victory…….
Help us to see that the strange places you take us
are often a means of winning great victories
Help us to see with our hearts and not with our heads
Help us to see that you circumvent the enemies plans
We do not want to fight your will
Because you see what we do not see
And you expect us to walk by faith
so that our foe does not know what will happen
Until the last moment……..

I will walk by faith
I will trust in the Lord
We will see the light of your understanding
We will walk the path that seems to wind around the mountain
The path that doesn’t go directly to our destination
Because THAT is the path to victory
You see what we do not see…….
You understand what we do not perceive yet…..
And we are grateful…….I am grateful
To follow.

repetition vs new ideas. April 3, 2009

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so I am reading this other blog, where a songwriter talks about repetition vs new ideas in songwriting……..and the basic idea is something J. R. R. Tolkien dealt with in Fantasy in his essay “On Fairy Stories”. A particular passage leaps to my memory……..

“Fantasy, of course, starts out with an advantage: arresting strangeness. But that advantage has
been turned against it, and has contributed to its disrepute. Many people dislike being
“arrested.” They dislike any meddling with the Primary World, or such small glimpses of it as
are familiar to them. They, therefore, stupidly and even maliciously confound Fantasy with
Dreaming, in which there is no Art; and with mental disorders, in which there is not even
control: with delusion and hallucination.
But the error or malice, engendered by disquiet and consequent dislike, is not the only cause
of this confusion. Fantasy has also an essential drawback: it is difficult to achieve. Fantasy
may be, as I think, not less but more sub-creative; but at any rate it is found in practice that
“the inner consistency of reality” is more difficult to produce, the more unlike are the images
and the rearrangements of primary material to the actual arrangements of the Primary
World. It is easier to produce this kind of “reality” with more “sober” material. Fantasy thus,
too often, remains undeveloped; it is and has been used frivolously, or only half-seriously, or
merely for decoration: it remains merely “fanciful.” Anyone inheriting the fantastic device of
human language can say the green sun. Many can then imagine or picture it. But that is not
enough—though it may already be a more potent thing than many a “thumbnail sketch” or
“transcript of life” that receives literary praise.
To make a Secondary World inside which the green sun will be credible, commanding
Secondary Belief, will probably require labour and thought, and will certainly demand a
special skill, a kind of elvish craft. Few attempt such difficult tasks. But when they are
attempted and in any degree accomplished then we have a rare achievement of Art: indeed
narrative art, story-making in its primary and most potent mode.”

J.R.R. Tolkien—On Fairy Stories

He indicates that there is a balance between how much of the natural ordinary ideas that are merely a repeat of what we already see in life and in popular culture that must be balanced with new ideas for the new ideas to be potent and effective. We need new ideas….but they must be built on the foundation of older ones and in the context of them. Fantasy languishes if it is too fantastical, and New ideas languish, if they are not put into context with older ideas.

But the key here is not simply to do what everyone else is doing…….but to do something new on the foundation of what has been done and what is being done. But the balance between past, present and future is not easy to do in creativity and these days we tend to get more derivative works than creative ones. It’s just easier to go the safe route.

Tolkien, later in the essay, makes another statement:

“Fantasy is a natural human activity. It certainly does not destroy or even insult Reason; and it
does not either blunt the appetite for, nor obscure the perception of, scientific verity. On
the contrary. The keener and the clearer is the reason, the better fantasy will it make. If men
were ever in a state in which they did not want to know or could not perceive truth (facts
or evidence), then Fantasy would languish until they were cured. If they ever get into that
state (it would not seem at all impossible), Fantasy will perish, and become Morbid Delusion.
For creative Fantasy is founded upon the hard recognition that things are so in the world as
it appears under the sun; on a recognition of fact, but not a slavery to it. So upon logic was
founded the nonsense that displays itself in the tales and rhymes of Lewis Carroll. If men
really could not distinguish between frogs and men, fairy-stories about frog-kings would not
have arisen”

J.R.R Tolkien —On Fairy Stories

The idea in creativity often is to re frame a truth with new clothing. Oftentimes we take ideas for granted and we stop seeing the value in them because we have seen them too much in one form. So re-clothing a truth in a new creative form helps us process it once again and perhaps learn that we don’t know that truth as much as we thought we did. Which is the whole point of creativity.

Once we understand the relationship of new things to old things and fundamental truths wrapped in new creative clothing……we begin to see the value of going forward into new creative territory. If we do not…..we will not only have a drab life, but lose the power and the understanding of the truths that we have…..thinking that we understand them…….we will take them for granted and lose them……

“professing themselves to be wise, they became foolish.”

jacob or esau? April 1, 2009

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God says that jacob he has loved…..esau he has hated…….why? Because Esau was content where he was……..doing what he was doing and did not give a rip about God or what God was doing. He was so content with his state that he sold his birthright…..in essence saying that he did not need the Lord………..even if he didn’t mean it that way, he should have known better than to do such a thing.

Jacob was a schemer and deceiver……..he WAS, in fact, selfishly ambitious………..but He loved the Lord and got out there………so at the very least God could work with him………..whereas with Esau, because he was unwilling to change or get out and pursue God…….He could make no changes. Jacob had a lot of issues……but God dealt with those issues as he kept going for his destiny in Christ. eventually he got all of that worked out of him and He was renamed Israel.

Okay…..so lets say you are pursuing a destiny……..but some do not like it…….perhaps they say you are selfishly ambitious………perhaps you are………but all of God’s servants started out that way! God doesn’t expect perfection to pursue his purposes…….just hear what he wants to do to the best of your ability and get out there and pursue it……..along the way God will deflate you if he needs to………

As he said to one brother…..”I wish you had had more failures in your life…..because at least I would have known you were trying…..” Get out there and FAIL…….be foolish and helpless……but get moving……….God will sort the details out along the way……..He is a a very great God.