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Stop Striving February 28, 2009

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“I am your friend……your keeper……do you believe that?
then be still……all these years I have asked you to do this………..I don’t need your help…….I need you to be still……….and trust me……..this is about trust, my son…….not about doing……..trust me……………when you get to that place where you are safe in my arms…….then you will do and it will come together……..

Open your eyes! Open your heart and dream………whole hearted….whole again in me…….a true servant, a true son and a true lover of God……whole again………real again……believing again……

Do not lose heart in this moment be faithful and true to the purpose I have designed you for from the beginning. How? By coming to me and coming to rest……….? What would you do, if you could simply be with ME and change the world…….?

Learn to be with Me………then when you act……..it will change things………

Do not do…………come, be still, learn to rest, learn to abide, learn to listen and receive………..then do…….then you will see what the Lord has planned……

Stop striving……believe and trust……….this is not in your hands……….don’t do the expected…..but trust my hand to lead you to the place where you belong……it is not what you are expecting…….but it is true and good and trustworthy…….

Do not fear, do not fail to believe…….because your God is with you…….and is for you……..

Even in spite of yourself….”

Awaken to be, Awaken to me February 19, 2009

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You are a light in a dark place……
And I am thankful for your words
In due season……In due time….
I keep trying to measure up,
but you are not interested…….
You are only concerned about my connection to you……
And my view of things…..from your eyes……

Help me lord…..Help me to see the truth
Shed a light on our people, our land
Show us your steadfast love
And the peace that dwells deeply within
Let it flow out like a river

Let life flow…….let the wind blow
Open up the waters of the deep
Let my eyes be wide open
To your love…..To your majesty….
To the light of your presence
Let it shine……….

Let me be an interpreter……..
Of your divine will…….
Let me say it in a way,
That people can understand…..
Where it is not so spiritual……
No one can see………….
Show me how to be……an expression of your heart
In a real way…..a real place…….
Without losing me in the process
Or pretending to be something I am not…..
Show me the me you see……..
The light you have called me to be…….
Breath of God, create in Me
Make me to be a breath like you
A wind on the seashore of humanity
A hope in the storm……
A light in a dark place…..
Let my hope be in you……….
Amen.

Undiscovered territory. February 18, 2009

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I am a pioneer………I am used to finding things first………finding them long before anyone else finds them………but being a pioneer means doing things by yourself and being misunderstood. But you cannot allow yourself to use that as an excuse……you have to be willing to be a novice and take criticism from anyone and use it as a launching pad for learning new thing about what you are pursuing.

One of the things you learn with God is that he will show you something about the future…..but you never get there the way you think you should……you go an unexpected way………why? because God is outsmarting the enemy……if God went the way you expected, you would run into an enemy ambush……so to avoid the enemy, God does it weird…..which means you spend a lot of time without a clue walking by faith, thinking……God…..where are you going????

Then there is the fact that he never means what he seems to mean. If God says “I am going to make your secure in your position” that doesn’t involve other people…….that is the Foghorn Leghorn Scenario. That’s where the rooster Gets yanked by a rope through a hole in the wall and all his feathers come off, and he comes around the other side with nothing on and says to himself “fortunately I keep my feathers numbered for just such an emergency….”

I’ve been there too many times….

Going new places means not making assumptions, and not living in the framework of the past. The hardest part of following God is that there is no security in what He is doing…..only in who He is. And those who would put security in the forms and traditions of the past will have trouble in this next season of time……because God is doing a very new thing…….He is rebuilding the tabernacle of david…..and that means creativity………….that means different.

Get ready for a real ride…….we are in undiscovered territory at this point. So what does that mean?

There is a new testament-historical representation of passover….that’s Jesus on the cross. there is one for Pentecost…..that is in the upper room. But there isn’t one for tabernacles…..because the first century church never entered in to that. In 325ad the church married the state and went into a wilderness season………where paganism was mixed with Christianity and Church was mixed with state………..

1200 years later God begins a Joel 2:25 process when Martin Luther stands at the diet of Worms in 1521 and declares his sola scriptura and begins a reforming process that retraced the feasts process………first with martin luther and the feast of passover……..then charles finney, George whitehead-John and Charles Wesley and the feast of unleavened bread……..then John G. Lake, William J. Seymor and others with the feast of pentecost………then William Branaham and others in the 50s with the feasts of trumpets……….now we are experiencing the day of atonement with the cleansing of the temple—our doctrines and ideas getting pruned…………..in preparation for the manifest presence of God.

we stand at the banks of the river Jordan and prepare to enter into a land flowing with milk and honey, but protected by giants….the sons of anak……..and to fight the enemies in the land we will need the manifest presence of God………..God tabernacling with His people……..

1700 years later…..we have restored the doctrines of the faith and we are about to enter into a season whose biblical parallels are represented by Joshua and the Conquest of Canaan, and Nehemiah and Ezra building the temple. Great Glory, Great Power and Great Blessing, but Great Foes and Great battles ahead of us……….Very interesting indeed………

God tabernacling with a body of people…….no less than the pillar of fire…….the whirlwind of God’s presence…….in other words…….the Big Dance is coming……….

Are you ready to dance with Him?

I am waiting for you February 17, 2009

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I am not used to being liked. My opinions…..valued? I state them and they go off into space with no one to listen to them but God…..that is what has perennially happened since I was young……..

But now………people value what I say……they might even argue with what I say…..why? because they care………..for someone who has been by himself all his life, it is unusually unsettling………..

Words have power……I know that better than anyone……but my words? How does that work………

I know that I am on to something………..but getting everything in order is tough……and frustrating…………..getting ME in order is frustrating………..

I wonder if my friends are my friends…..why??? because I am not used to that…….I have been like a wild animal trapped in a cage all of my life……….if you wonder why I behave like I do……think of a wild animal…….that is how I am thinking half of the time……….Just pray that God reminds me that I am human and not an animal…..that I am not supposed to believe the enemy’s words through others and in my own head……….

Am I getting close to reality……….??? yes…….but I understand that God has other players to bring into this game……..I am just one word of God……..and there are many other words of God in God’s message…………I have to recognize and respect their role in his message if this is going to work out correctly.

“You have come so far……so fast………..stop worrying about things that you cannot control or that you have no authority over……you should just be YOU……and I will be myself to you……..there is hope…..so much hope it is unbelievable…….are you and your friends going where you expect? no……but then if you did, the enemy would be waiting for you there…….and that would not be wisdom……

Have faith in ME, my son…….I am waiting for you at the place we meet………

Come…..”

I want to follow you. February 12, 2009

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I want to follow you……I want to go where you are going……to listen and to learn……..but what are the right choices? where do I go from here…….where are you taking me? I am not going to take shortcuts………..but I don’t need the unnecessary stress………help me God to follow you.

“Be willing to give a little……to open up a little…….to share a little……to humble yourself and follow……to bide your time and trust me……..don’t jump to conclusions……don’t fear the worst, but take all these things at face value and expect the best………

listen to my voice and learn to wait upon me……………Don’t sweat the small stuff……..don’t be such a perfectionist……..but step out, reach out and love one another with everything you have………

Most of all……don’t give up……don’t ever give up……this is far from over…….and you are far from finished………there are many twists and turns on this road to paradise…….and you must see my heart in the middle of it.”

God most holy…….I am listening…..I am learning……..I want to dwell in the shadow of your presence……to hear and respond…..to know……to love…….to learn……and to grow…….show me the way to your heart……the way home……….

Take Heart and Believe. February 8, 2009

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do you believe I have no way of making this path straight? That I am not capable of bringing them in to the place I see them to be? Of course I do. but not by your way……..it is as you say……if you could predict it……..so could the enemy……..but it comes another way and in another place……..I know you want to settle things in your own heart……….I know you want to help them to see……..but they will get frustrated by such teaching because they cannot see it in the proper context………they must first be brought to the place of peace, the place of hope and the place of My Presence where their hearts become at rest in who I am and who I am for them……

Remember: It is the safety and security of Father God through a company of spiritual fathers and mothers…..then in THAT context we have creativity yoked to to the Holy Spirit…………

A proper framework for feeling safe and an order of holiness, Lordship and spiritual boundaries that define the separate roles of word and spirit in the body. As you say…….if you don’t know who you are, you tend to be like a loose cannon running all over the place doing random things and accomplishing nothing…….that is the way it often is with you and My people.

You must be still now…….learn to wait…….learn to listen…….learn to be………you are on a good line here………get your house in order……get things straightened out and clear in your own life and mind………..Be disillusioned so that I can give you My True vision.

Do not be afraid………..I have plans for you……for your future and your hope………….I have not lost them………be still in my presence and do not look back to the former days…….As Isaiah 54 says…….sing in this valley and see the hope and joy to which you are called to……..and keep the second part in mind……..to strengthen the stakes and lengthen the ropes……..get your house in order doesn’t just mean repent of sins……..it means get a bigger mindset about what God can do for you and in you and through you……..get hopeful……get happy……..learn to laugh……..and choose to believe that good things are coming………..

God’s order is laughter, singing…….joy in the Holy Spirit and a hope overflowing with life and fullness……..It means truly believing…….deep down……..that you can make it.