July 29, 2008
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I am learning to be more real. Sometimes you can see the things of God so clearly…..but my job is not only to see the things of God clearly but to translate them into a language where the common man can see it………..
There is a difference between knowing the truth and walking in it…………and it is time to learn how to translate these vital truths into real world answers.
July 27, 2008
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I am too shut in……to self-contained……..break me out of my box…..and my ways…….I need connections and love and understanding………..I need to see myself in the light of others…..I need to love and be loved and to see the shape of who I am and who you are……….
“Listen to me……..be strong in heart and overcome your fears of the past…….of wounds and mistakes long forgotten and yet to be forgotten. Rise up from your rest, stop being so apart from others………..come out of your shell and be a light in a dark place……….you cannot have relationship on your terms, but only on mine……….Let go and let me show you how to shine My Light before men.
“Go on my son and let your light shine before all men and do those things which I have called you to do……the very things I have put in front of you……..pray, worship, seek my face and live for the service you can give to others and the love that can be poured out through your life. Let go of your means in this time and learn to live from my resources………
Isaiah 54, my son……..Isaiah 54.”
Leading into the new day July 26, 2008
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I am safe…..in your arms…..happy and free
You are a light to me….and a hope
The darkness is past, and passing away forever……..
The days of my un-wisdom are over
I am grateful for this new day……this new way…..
I get it……I finally get it…..I see the point
I see your heart……….
It is not about me….but you……eternal you…….
And the light of your hope in me and through me
Let it become a bridge to hope
And a doorway to a new day……..
No…..No……No……..
No going back………..
I see it…….clearly now……..
Clearer and clearer comes the day……
Now is the time to fight, to fight back
To be tenacious for the kingdom
No returning to being depressed, dejected, self absorbed
Let pity pass away….Let fear become a stepping stool
Into a new day……….
Wisdom! I cry out for wisdom and understanding
I cry out for a revelation and a light……to see in
Open my heart up, wider…….open my eyes to see
I give my life to you as a bondservant
I have nowhere to go…….I am yours forever……
So lead me in to this new day………..
I am ready, I am yours.
Now We Begin. July 24, 2008
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Rise up on the inside…….young son…….Rise up
The day is just beginning!
And the Son Rises in your heart.
Now is the time to break forth into singing
Now is the time to enlarge your tent
You have endured and chosen……
You have come to critical mass and made a choice
Now you will see the Hope to which you are called!
Fix your Eyes on Me……Fix Your Eyes on Me
And believe……Receive…….enlargement……
Now we can begin, now you are ready……now you see
There is no return……..no shortcuts………only love…….
And the Journey the Holy One Lays before you……..
Trust Me…….Pray in The Spirit…..and receive true life
The enemy has lost……He is losing in this area………
That is why it is so hard……..breakingly hard………
He grasps and clings to what power he has left…..clinging and grasping
Like a man clinging to a cliff by one hand……..
But He is losing His Grip…………Pray in the Spirit, Look to Me and Hope
Now We Begin.
Submission. July 24, 2008
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The heart of the matter isn’t your sins……or failures…..or foibles…..or fears
The Heart of the Matter is My Love for YOU and My Passion for your Destiny.
Yeah you screw up……you fail…..you fall…….you fear and worry and beat yourself up……
But we can work through all of this……..if………you believe I am in love with you……
See the people who accuse you…? They do not know you the way I do.
See those who turn away…..? Look at the one who remains……..it is Me.
Do you see circumstances conspiring against you?
The Lord, who reigns in the heavens and is YOUR FRIEND, looks on all this and LAUGHS!
He says, ‘I will yet deliver him. And the plans of the enemy will come to naught.’
‘I will have your heart…….I will have all of you without a part held back!
This is your desire…..and it is My Will……….so lay yourself down……lay yourself down…..
And believe in the one who is shaping you, even at this moment to become a champion
I have not left……….there is no judgment coming that hasn’t already been leveled on my son.
You chose Him…..and when you did, it all passed away………..
Now Resurrection Life is Yours…….and a Doorway to Hope……….Choose it and begin
The Journey of the Rest of your life.
Relax……I am in Control……and I will help you.
Isaiah 54, Adam, Isaiah 54. It is all past now………”
I praise you….I cling to you
I need you…..without you I have no hope
I am not happy unless I am with you and doing your will
I see it…..I see it…..I see it……
There is NO other way…….nor would I want one.
I will go with you to the end……
I will become what you see me to be…….
I will embrace the fire and become a bondservant
I yield……I yield…….I yield…..
Lead me on Master…….Lead me on……
And I will surely follow.
Now. July 24, 2008
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You are life…….
And I see you……..as Holy and True…..
Yet a friend who reaches down to where I am
Hanging on in love when I fall and when I rise
You are determined to have me
And have me you will……
I have chosen the Highest………the High Calling
Teach me to follow…..to learn…..to love…..to be
With myself and You…….together
Let us learn to live……and to become……
Friends.
prayer of atonement. July 24, 2008
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I lay myself down…..at your feet………..I cling to you trustingly……..take me, use me………purify and cleanse……….I surrender all I am to you……bring me to the end of me and into you.
The door is closing…….to my past, to my past…….The door is finally closing…….Thank God, at last…………I am in the process of becoming…….free…………
Sweep out the dust and remove the boxes! Kick the creatures hiding in darkness out into the light…..there they will die when the sun hits them……turning into vapor………….
I’ve reached the end of this road……..the end of this beginning………now lets tell another tale…..the tale of the turning of the tide.
O God, we cry out for a day of atonement…..when the plumb line drops and everything is laid bare. When all of the hidden hooks in our hearts are pulled out that the enemy would use against us when we try to take our destiny………….remove them………we cry out for a day of your presence, to reveal and lead us to repentence…………bring your presence so we can see………and change in the knowledge of you……
Out! Out! Out! Get out, all those things which would hinder me in this journey………this is a temple of God…..not a den of thieves! Out…..get out……..It’s time for you to go, to depart.
In your place I will bring the Spirit, in purity, in power, in fellowship I will see the truth of who He is and be led into the place of His Passion………there you will become as smoke on the wind to me………and pass swiftly away to be remembered no more.
Come away! Come Away with me my love and show me your passion…….displace this evil in the revelation of your love and purposes…….the hope of Your Calling…….and the promises and purposes you will fulfill in me and our generation for your glory…………remove the hooks…….remove the evil………remove the wayward glance…..remove the self defeating thoughts……..remove the memories that haunt like ghosts………remove the accuser of the bretheren that speaks through friends and family………Reveal everything in your light and love…….remove it…………..
I want to see you…….to die……and to live again in you……..to get this over with…..to bring this to an end……..atonement…..face Me with you………and in that light show me your cross……….Not just a prayer of sadness or remorse……….but a prayer on the basis of a revelation of YOU and Me in your light………then the cross will have its power over me…………….
Show me what you died for………..in me.
The Struggle. July 22, 2008
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Night dreams haunt me,
As they fight for my life
Assaulting with images of past and future
Bright and futile they come from all sides
Who will I believe, Who will I trust???
I see a light, the coming of the dawn
I see the Son rising, in the hope of that third day
Is he a liar, or a friend???
Has He left me here to die……or to become His????
I must learn and grow into a bride
The knowledge of His power
The knowledge of His love
And the Power of His Love
This is my journey……..to Know
This is the struggle……to finally believe, to really believe……
I am His Own.
Transformation #4 July 21, 2008
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teach me to wait…….to wait upon you
To listen and know your Heartbeat
I see you…..now…….High and Lifted UP
And finally, the train of your robe fills this temple
I see it………..
What am I doing here?
What is my course………set it for me…….
Show me your heartbeat, Lord……and I will run to you
For too long I have been distracted…….
I reached to high it seems…..for things I wasn’t ready for…..
But you are sure…..your hand is sure…….and you keep me from destruction
Yet…….Yet……….my heart is broken……..and it takes long to mend
Heal me……change my focus…….change my heart….and I will listen and know you
My past will be my past……and my future will be held in your hands
I will look to you alone……..you will be my vision…….let it be so
Let it be so in me……….
The Patience of Hope July 7, 2008
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I was reading the discipline of patience by oswald chambers yesterday in his book Christian Disciplines……… and He was talking about the patience of faith, the patience of hope and the patience of love which brought me to a conclusion:
True hope, built on faith in God transcends circumstances and remains unaffected by success or failure, rise or fall. But it sees the Lord’s hand working all throughout. Without a hope based on faith in the character of God to fulfill the promises He has given to me and our church apathy and unbelief grows in its place.
Therefore we must step back and see the Hope of HIS calling==that even these things which we have endured are part of God’s processing us into overcomers who can and will take the prize of the High calling and our land.
In other words, we must believe we are held firm in God’s hand and God’s plans.
