Where is my dream? September 24, 2007
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A Revelation I had this sunday:
When your need is in your dream instead of in the Lord, you keep stepping in the way of God whenever He tries to Help you because you don’t understand what He is doing to get you to your destiny.
The reason He won’t make it plain? 2 Reasons: The relationship to God requires trust, with no trust there is no true relationship. Secondly, everything YOU know the ENEMY knows so God often hides the facts from you until the last minute because he is keeping it from the enemy more than he is keeping it from you.
When you cannot figure out what God is doing, you can often get into disappointment and fear about your future. Has God forgotten Me? Will my Hero get through? That is the point at which you start taking control and screwing the process up. But if you can learn to BE STILL……then perhaps……just perhaps……God can move you……but hey……..that is sometimes not easy when you are being moved like a chess piece at times and hopelessness creeps in like a shadowy thief to steal away your dreams.
So you have to stand up in faith in Him and begin to push back the darkness……kind of like playing king of the hill against very large enemies. Like I was telling my sister when I was helping her……..You have to believe that God has given you the goods to take the mountains he’s put in front of you………..Yes, there is a part of it that you need to prepare for……but don’t discount the preparation you already have gone through!
I guess the temptation in taking a shortcut or trying to speed up the process is that God will not come through for you……it’s a lack of trust in his heart……and a wrongly misplaced need………..
God, help me to get my need in one thing: You and you alone. then help me to identify those things which you have given me a heart for that are from you……help me to pursue those things with all my heart……but recognizing that I need to do that with you instead of without you in a self-reliant fashion.
Transforming power September 18, 2007
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You are my hope, my breath
You are my light in the darkness
Sing to me and I will awaken
Like a child from sleep in the morning
When the son dawns and bids me come near
I will run to you as a lover
Burning with Hope.
I am not looking for satisfaction
In any other thing
You are the way through
My light and my salvation
I will be still in your hands
As you work me through
As you work through my heart
purging out the darkness within,
Conform me to your plan, to your heart
Your life will flow through me
You will set me free
And I will be hopeful and real
I will be a man set free
I will be a man of God set on the kingdom’s hill
and the king therein.
I will choose you in the hour of testing
For my heart will be changed
Let it be changed today.
Amen.
He is a Song September 15, 2007
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By Twila Paris
The lonliness is bitter
They tell me you have known
No parents and no children,
No-one to call you home
I pray for you a family
Within the Father’s plan
But even more,
I pray that you will come to understand
CHORUS
That He is a light in the deepest shadow
And the wings of a spirit in flight
He is a stream in the dry, burning desert
He is a song in the longest night
There is a holy kinship
That you tell me you have known
But in the rush of serving
You wonder where it’s gone
I pray you will remember
A younger heart’s desire
I pray that He will blow upon
The embers of this fire
REPEAT CHORUS
BRIDGE
He is the dearest friend
While others come and go
He is the dearest friend
That you will ever know,
May you ever know
REPEAT CHORUS
He is a song
He is a song
He is a song in the longest night
September 10, 2007
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Overcoming means to see a circumstance or situation the way God sees it. Often that means getting yourself into a mindset that helps you to see it his way. Thanksgiving and then praise are the main way to do that, but also we need to constantly make faith statements to unload the bad self-talk that we often have going on in our heads. I got the following off of an mp3 from larry randolph called words of intent……..repeat the following statements:
I will stop maximizing the negative circumstances in my life.
I will stop worrying about yesterday and tomorrow
I will stop blaming myself when something bad happens
I will stop anticipating the worst
I will stop thinking my life is a disaster
I will stop living as though I am a total failure
I will stop stressing out about my health and well being
I will stop dwelling on my failures and shortcomings
I will stop scrutinizing my performance
I will stop believing my life is limited to negative circumstances
I will stop self-sabotaging my potential in Christ.
I will stop undermining my identity with unbelief
I will start declaring I am a unique reflection of God
I will start confessing that I am a one of a kind creation
I will start believing I am extraordinarily gifted
I will begin to announce I am strong in God
I will start to proclaim I am the righteousness of Christ
I will start acting like I am loved by God
I will start pronouncing that I have favor with God
I will start expressing that I will overcome all negativity in my life
I will start saying that I will lead a triumphant life
I will start confessing that I am prosperous and successful
I will start emphasizing that I am more than capable
I will start speaking out that I am created for greatness
I will start professing that I will fulfill my ultimate destiny
Rom 8:37;Phil 4:13, 2 Cor 5:21, Gal 4:22, 2 cor 2:14, Jn 1:12, 3rd jn 1:12, heb 1:19, Neh 8:2
Questions To Ask Myself. September 8, 2007
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Am I Free from the Power of Sin?
Can they feel the Father’s Love though My Life?
Am I giving them any sense of Hope in Him?
Am I committed to loving them?
Am I willing to go the distance, either in life or death, to save them?
Am I faithful and consistent with the Life you have given me?
Does my life brim with Peace and Joy?
Am I willing to change?
Yes, I am.
I am willing to follow you.
I am willing to Know….
I am willing to believe the impossible
I will stay in the Process.
I will not faint or lose Heart.
I will become holy and free
I will stop worrying about things I cannot control.
I will trust you
I will learn to be still and believe
I will accept you are working on my behalf
I will believe you are working in me…..
I will co-operate
I will learn to love what I have been given
I will long for everything you are
I will become your man.
I am committed…..Now……To YOU.
Suddenlies….. September 4, 2007
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So God is moving upon me……..and others……He is changing my mindset…….changing my attitude and getting me to re-think my whole life………..He wants me to begin to see the elements of HOW he wants these mountains taken…….like General Eisenhower planning the D-Day invasion. He wants me to see how the different things I am engaged in my life are designed to connect together……..how my outside-the-church parts and the inside-the-church parts co-operate to fufill his vision.
More than that he wants me to be certain, 100 percent certain of what He wants me to do…….He wants me to really get it…….He really wants me to come to Him in Heaven and be changed. God wants a face to face meeting, and I know it.
That’s just plain scary.
Know why? Because it means you cannot go back to being mediocre. Would I be happy being mediocre? No…….but facing the giants in the Land is a pretty tall order, a huge order………and God says He will be with me the whole way………question is: Do I trust Him and Do I trust His Judgment? The greatest fear is NOT the fear of death, but the fear that your hero will not get through(that’s Oswald Chambers).
Being left out in the lurch without a saviour to show up. I have had a few times where I hung myself out to dry because I didn’t have a clue…….what if the one time I make the huge commitment and it’s just me? Of course that’s the enemy talking……….The Lord will be with me in both FAILURE and in SUCCESS……and my pride and perfectionism wants to get it right the first time and not suffer through the embarassment of failing to get it right………….but how else will I get there if I don’t try.
“Just try something!” God says, “I will be with you. I’d rather have you fail trying then not to try at all. That is why I am not TOO upset about your recent failures…..because son, at least you are trying………Just keep trying and don’t give up!”
It’s time to change your mindset quickly, change your attitude and focus. See where God gave you your passions…..what fires you up and how they are connected together to fulfill a corporate vision. So I have: A writing gift, A passion for creativity, A passion for worship, A passion for the Tabernacle of David, A passion to encourage leaders, A passion to see creativity restored in the church and in the culture, A passion for computers, A passion for art and music, A passion to release people to be who they are creatively meant to be, A passion to break down the mindsets against creativity in the Church, A passion to see the Church realistically invade the culture without seeing their best soldiers get captured.
I am beginning to connect the dots on ME……to see how one leads to another, and how they come together to form ONE complete thought: Can you see it?
My Problem September 4, 2007
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Something the Lance Wallnau teaching that leaped out at me. He was teaching about Saul and what Saul’s main problem was……..He said that Saul kept confusing His Destiny with His Assignment. He said He was so worried about being King that He stopped doing what the Lord had assigned him to do. If Saul had simply done His assingment he would have kept the things that were in his destiny……but those things were lost because he was more concerned about his destiny as king than his assignment to obey and serve the intention of the Holy Spirit.
That’s me in a nutshell…….I keep getting distracted from my present assignment by the little side roads that seem to point to my destiny. I keep thinking ‘there must be a shortcut’ and there simply isn’t…….and the more I play those games, the more I lose ground and lose track of what God has made me for. I get anxious and frustrated and I lose sight of the heart of Christ for me and pretty soon I am walking in the opposite direction from my destiny.
I don’t want to lose my destiny……I haven’t……..but I could have had the Lord not beaten me within an inch of my life. Thank you God for the rejection, the wounds, the pain and the hard things you do to get me back on assignment……this is your grace to keep me in the way and to give to me the very things I want……but YOUR way not mine…….
Recommended Teaching September 4, 2007
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I want to recommend this teaching by Lance Wallnau that will help many of you creative people who are wanting to invade the culture and transform it to know what to do and how to clarify where you are going and how to get there. The biggest issue that hit me was the issue of clarifying your secular assignment versus your ministry Vision.
Oftentimes we are confused because we feel a sense of guilt about wanting something that is part of our secular assignment. People who are called to secular arts…..like music for example feel guilty because they want to enter into a secular arena that is currently controlled by a false priesthood because they think that they should want ’spiritual’ things more not realizing that God has put that desire in their hearts on purpose and wants them at this time to WANT the secular assingment more.
The reason is that the secular assignment is often the platform upon which the ministry vision is accomplished. So God may give you a assignment to invade hollywood or secular music or wall street to lay a groundwork for a ministry vision either there or in some other region or area of the world. God uses you in your secular assignment to bring His Order to that region or arena of the culture………You co-operate with HIS Spirit and His Spirit begins to control that region through you. This allows the finances, the creativity, the systems of that arena to be used for the ministry vision in the church and in service to the Spirit’s vision in the Church. One isn’t against the other, one is used to support the vision of the other.
So God may have both a secular assignment outside of the church and a ministry vision in the church…..and right now you may want the secular assingment more……this is not a bad thing, but a good thing. Because God is wanting to lay a foundation for the ministry vision which will come AFTER you begin to step into your secular assignment.
Stop feeling guilty about it…….God has made you that way on purpose.
Invading the Culture:Core Principle September 1, 2007
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Luke 4:18
18“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,”
The Main purpose of the invasion of the culture by God is to fulfill Luke 4:18
We are NOT trying to do what the world does better than them. We are trying to do something that the world CANNOT do and has never even thought of doing: Bringing a Level of Creativity that opens the door for a close encounter with the manifest presence of God.
To so infuse our creativity with the message that is proceeding out of the mouth of God that those that hear it are brought into an atmosphere and an environment where they can genuinely encounter the Spirit of the Lord.
Read the Following from Exodus 31:
“2 See, I have called by name Bezaleel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah:
3 And I have filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, and in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship,
4 To devise cunning works, to work in gold, and in silver, and in brass,
5 And in cutting of stones, to set them, and in carving of timber, to work in all manner of workmanship.
6 And I, behold, I have given with him Aholiab, the son of Ahisamach, of the tribe of Dan: and in the hearts of all that are wise hearted I have put wisdom, that they may make all that I have commanded thee;”
This is not just your ordinary creative person here……….nor is this just creativity out of the soul, but it is a creativity that is in union with the SPIRIT OF THE LORD. A literal co-operation with God that transcends normal creativity. When a person reaches this place, they begin to co-operate with the Spirit of the Lord and He begins to reveal plans, designs and creative ideas that allows God to express His heart through creative lives in real and powerful ways:
1. A person who likes to cook can receive recipes from heaven that bring the tastes and smells of heaven literally to earth. When people smell and eat this food, it reminds them of a home they never knew they had
2. A person who likes to make clothes is given designs from heaven’s storehouse that reflect the beauty and glory of God in heaven and people cannot help but to wear them.
3. A person who is interested in business has dreams where he sees stock market symbols dancing up and down and God giving him foreknowledge on what to invest in
4. A person who is a musician being taken to heaven and hearing the sounds of heaven and being given divine sounds to release on earth.
All of these examples are for the purpose of creating an atmosphere and environment where God the Father can enter into different situations and engage people in a personal an intimate way. But it is more that just excellent creativity, but a deep and personal co-operating that teaches us how to work WITH the Spirit of the Lord on a new level. It’s more than what we have been doing…….its far closer and more intimate and involves close, personal encounters with the Spirit of the Lord.
How is this going to be done? Through the Tabernacle of David that He will raise up in the last days, that’s how. Think of it as a Holy Spirit Jacuzzi if you will…..a place where the whirlwind of the Spirit is constantly moving. Different creative people enter into this whirlwind to learn to interact with the Holy Spirit in Real and tangible ways, because in this environment the veil between heaven and earth is lifted and we can begin to engage heaven directly in real and tangible ways. When creative people leave this environment, they are like those in exodus 31……not just creative, but creative WITH the Spirit of the Lord.
That is what I believe the Lord is after…….not just creativity, but something significantly beyond creativity………a body of people who are like an open door between heaven and earth, giving the Father the access He needs to engage human lives in real and powerful ways. Humanity and the Culture will never be changed by anything that comes out of YOU, but if through your agreement with heaven you can use your creativity to cause God to act, THEN the culture can be changed. That is the heart of how we will do it and also the heart of why we have not been doing it up until now.