January 26, 2012
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“I am the one who decides what is and isn’t futile. Nevertheless, as a student of strategy, you know that pride comes before a fall. It is the arrogance of not preparing or the arrogance of taking things for granted taht can defeat you. Most of all being one who refuses to admit he is wrong is just like the one who believes that things are futile and is lulled into passivity. nothing is futile, but there will be failures in life that you cannot overcome.
That is why being united to me is so important. It reveals the importance of what to ignore and what to keep in mind, what to let go of, and what to continue to fight for. God gives you perspective in all things. Don’t let the words of men sway you, not the controversies or the arguments. Keep your eyes dead set on the goal I have placed in front of you.
My words are my words and I mean them. I have a process and an order and it is high time I reminded them of who I am and why I have laid out my plans this way. Do not lose heart in this process. only those who have built their houses on the shifting sands of people’s opinions and feelings will see their houses fall. the house is your philosophy, and the sands represent your feelings and thoughts while the rock represents my word, both written and revealed together. When the events of these next years take place, much will be exposed as a lie. have no fear, I will help you through this time.
As far as the rest goes…..keep at being a man of God and do not fear about life…..I will help you find a good job…..and yes, the rest. I know you don’t want to talk about it…….but the plans are NOW in motion….even in spite of you if I have to. Don’t make this harder than it already is…..You’ve passed your tests, so just be still and work with me. And don’t give up. I am with you.”
January 21, 2012
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“You passed the test. You held your ground…for the most part….in the face of such strong opposition and temptation. Not in everything, but enough to fit the bill. You didn’t fully buy the hype. But you are still to hard on yourself, and unforgiving of yourself in these matters. Do not take the thoughtless words of men so much to heart. You are valuable to me and value is only an issue when you sit and do nothing.
Be conformed to my image through the renewing of your mind. learn how to love unconditionally and entirely, without motive. Be at peace in this storm. Grant mercy in poverty. Grant hope in this dark place. Stand up for what you believe like a mature adult and be a light in this dark hour.
It is not easy, but it is good. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about these things, but they are prerequisites to going forward. Its not about passing tests, or jumping through religious hoops. It is about having a right mindset and a right thought life and a disciplined behavior in the midst of a wicked and perverse generation.
Nothing more can be done at this time in those areas you so desire. So lay this at my feet and go forward with the certainty that things get better from here. This is what I told you beforehand.
But remember the second part of the promise…..You will not be put to shame in front of your brethren, you will not be humiliated. For one so humiliated in life, this is important. The hard parts are now over…..don’t walk away now that the fun is about to begin. Don’t be like that!
Give me a reason to bless you. Step forth by faith in the work I have prepared for you. Give yourself a half of a chance to walk in this beautiful place. What was done was not done lightly, but it was essential for your future. God is a father, not a tyrant.”
December 25, 2011
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“That which I do now, I do not lightly, but carefully considering the time is short. My purposes have been laid before the foundation of the world and set in motion for the saving of the nations. Even with you, I do not do these things lightly, nor do I consider you or judge you the way others judge you. What you have been called, I do not call you, but remember my word to you…….remember Isaiah 54……and choose: Do you believe their word over you, or the one I spoke over you before this process started? The hardest part is now over…..now the rest can begin.
Uzziah is now dead. Your strength lies fallow on the ground and your bridges are burnt behind you. Soon it will be this way for all men. I will show them how much they need me, even as you do now. And you will see the compassion of the Lord expressed to you in a thousand ways. Though your heart fails you, I will not allow you to fall. I have spoken in the past of the things I will do, and now I will move quickly to perfom them. It was not a light decision…..but in the end, you know it is a good one. Your strength is gone and now I can show myself strong on your behalf.
Don’t give up, nor give in to fear. Do not let the shadows that surround you devour your soul. but rise up in prayer and worship and believe, as the word says. Prepare a place, because that which I have planned will shortly come to pass. I did not do this lightly…..I didn’t but I did it for the purposes to which I have called you all. You are valued, You are loved, You are considered by heaven a hero. You have survived some terrible assaults…….but have not relented. I will show you how much you have done for my name and how much wisdom has been sown because of your sacrifice. It may seem that you are in a terrible storm……but this city I have built in your heart can withstand that which the enemy throws against you now. You will see the truth of who you are very soon.
I have not come all this way, nor brought you all this distance for nothing. I will reveal the hearts of men. Only do not hate them for what I have put in their hearts. have faith in Me. Many of your friends miss your voice. the power of your life has left a gaping hole in their lives. One that is not easily filled. It is now obvious, very obvious……but you must be the bigger man, Adam. You must take the higher road. You must be Christ-like and lay your life down for them. You are the one who must love in the face of harsh words and harsh treatment. You must be kind and encouraging, as you have been, in the face of everything. Be that light on a hill top. They may not see it…..but I see it…..and it matters to me that you shine your light before men.
Give me but a few moments more and we will be done with this……..not long, not long, not long………hang on…..we are nearing the end of this furnace.”
December 1, 2011
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“The moment of truth
Do you believe enough to stand
To rise above the fray
To live in the light
As He is in the light
Awaken, Arise, Aloft into the heavens….
Go up to higher ground
A higher plane of understanding
See the real you
The real thruth in My light
See that the door is open not closed
Yes there is a No to something
But that also means there is a yes to other things
So have faith and step into your purpose
Yes, Uzziah has died
But trusting in Men alwasy winds up in the same place
Shine in response to me
Do not chase other people’s light
But even at that, you were not doing this as much as you think
But only a little…..
It’s just your stubborness…..
And the wounds you suffered were severe…..
But I will make amends for it…..
Remember Isaiah 54,
I told you in advance what would happen
find your worship, your higher ground
your wider tent.
Now your God will go before you and make the way
Now…..Now…..Now……
Look at Me and keep walking and do not stop
Do not look back…..
The moment of truth…..will you return
Or journey on?
The choice is yours.
November 29, 2011
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Come to me, you who are weary and heavy laden…..I will give you rest. Yes, stop your whining…..but don’t lose heart. Re-adjust your focus…..see the higher call. You have sat down in the middle of the race because you feared you lost. but you have lost nothing that wasn’t yours in the first place.
These things must occur in order to fulfill my purposes in you. It is not too late to win through to your destiny. I have placed into you the heart of an overcomer, and the heart of a true champion. That doesn’t mean that you have to go the hard way evertime, that is your choice, but it does mean that you have no right to feel sorry for yourself or to bow out when the going gets tough.
Let go of your pain and give your heart to Me…..let me take it and make it into the shape I see. Press through the veil and into the holy of holies…..see what I have for you…….see my revelation. Uzziah is now dead………your ideas are now truly dead………so give the process to me and let me show you these things…..see what I have for you.
November 1, 2011
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Face the Music
Face yourself
Love the Process
Trust The Lord in it
he works for your certain good
he sees your heart beat faster
he knows the future and what may come
Look up to the heavens
Learn to believe
to receive
to know and be Still…..
He is about you
His arms encompass you
You are deeply loved
You are deeply loved
YOU are DEEPLY LOVED.
“Now we can begin
Begin anew, anew
Now eyes can be opened and hearts changed
Now you see, Now you can hear
My heart is grieved
My heart is sorrowful at your state
But I know this is for your certain good
Have I not told you in advance?
You will forget these days
You will forget the failures
You will run and be holy
You will stand and not faint
You will see the wisdom of God
And a vindication of your words
And your heart
The Justice of God demands it.
You have stood here,
Clumsily…..but you have stood
Do not fear, I am with you
I will help you
and you will see my wisdom
My Mercy, My Grace
And My Justice.
None of these things were done lightly
But for your destiny
I cannot let you settle for less
Than my best.
and you will see
The best is yet to come.”
October 29, 2011
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“the people who truly love you….who are truly your friends do not abandon you when you make grave mistakes. When you fall down they don’t leave you there. When you are hurt, they are hurt. The people who will be your partners, the girl who will be your partner will not measure you to some standard but they will see the hope of your calling and want to help you to reach it. They will believe in you, and as a consequence you will believe in yourself because of it.
You are coming out of a dark place, realizing that all men are weak and fallen. Don’t let your selfishness and foolishness cause you to sit down in defeat. But rise up past your fears and press forward knowing that if you are willing to try I will help you to get to your destination. You don’t have to be perfect,but willing. That said, do not let anyone put your value on what you do, or what career you have chosen or how much money you make…..only on whether or not they see the real you and are willing to help you reach that destination. Anyone who puts you in that place again is unworthy of you, not you of them.
In short….you have less issues and problems than you think you do. In reality, they are the ones with the problems. So stop blaming and hurting yourself and believe in Me. And believe the best about My Intentions for you. As for these words and these people…..leave them behind and trust me……better things are ahead.”
I will follow you to the end Lord. Better who you are than who they are. Better your presence than performance. Better those that value me for me than those who see me as worthless and incapable. I will stay with you.
“Don’t blame them for their heart…..It is natural of men to think that way. Just respond to a higher call and a higher valuing by your Lord.”
October 20, 2011
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sometimes, it is not about winning or losing but paying the cost that a relationship requires going forward. Sometimes you cannot help but look stupid, but sometimes the investment required in furthering a relationship requires you to look stupid. Are you willing to pay the cost of loving someone else. Even if it humbles your pride? Some people and some things are worth being brought low, going through stress and failure. Why? Because they are valuable and worth the sacrifice.
Even more than that, you may not receive anything in return for that sacrifice and humiliation….but it still may be worth it to do so anyway. What you gain: What you learn from the experience and what development you get from the journey may grow you in maturity 10-20 years in a short period of time, even though it may be emotionally painful at the time. You have to be willing to love anyway and stay true to the course God has placed you on. It’s not all sweetness and light on this journey, and sometimes you need the pain in order to deepen your perspective.
“Just don’t wallow in it. There is a place for pain, but also for joy and happiness. Don’t live in those dark places, even though you must visit them. Only stay a course if I tell you to do so….but also have enough sense to get away from relationships that are not healthy or helping you. But valuable relationships that have some pain to them are good.
Be Thankful for what you have had, and the road you have traveled. It is much better than it seems. The problem comes when you have a bunch of expectations you get into your heart and head. Then you are spending your energy and time dealing with THAT instead of going forward into the purposes I have called you forth for. You may actually doubt this, but you have done much better at these things than you give yourself credit for. People have a much better opinion of you than you have of yourself and you are far less the problem than the answer. it just doesn’t seem like that at the moment. Be willing to learn to be at peace, to act with wisdom and to walk with patience and faith in my working power.
Do not believe the words that you are foolish or lack wisdom. Men say things like this all of the time, but I am the only judge. Come to me for true judgment on who you really are and cast aside the judgments of men. Someday they will be called to account for the name calling and unrighteous judgment they have hurled upon you and you them. Keep THAT in mind.
Do not let false words and judgments dominate your thinking. Let my light invade your soul and bring a revealing to the real you….not the you people want you to be. Step up and Step in…..but to what I have for you, not what others would make of you. See it.”
I have a lot to learn, and I am weary. But I will pay the cost of following you. I will learn to be Adam. I long to be in this quiet place, and to let the past be the past. To lay my mistakes and my pains on the altar and continue forward by your grace. To let all my life be a service unto his majesty. A poem of loveliness and beauty, of quietness and rest and most of all wisdom of My Lord and Savior. Let it be so in Me. Help me to get past these things.
October 13, 2011
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“Do you love me? Then keep your eyes on me and do what I place in front of you. The light is dawning on your soul and it reveals the landscape of your intention. But believe it or not, all of it is not bad. Furthermore, you place too much blame on yourself and read too much negativity into your situation. You have been trying so hard. Yes, you waffle too much. Yes, you procrastinate too much. But you also work hard and are steady and sure. Are these qualities to ignore or despise.
this is a process of learning for all sides. It is not just you humbling yourself and growing up, but others humbling themselves and growing too. oftentimes what you attribute to yourself is actually maturity that others need to have. Give yourself some grace. At the very least you went after what you wanted and even if you failed at least you went after it. That gives you a gold star in the end.
but results? Yes you’ll get results if you keep at it and refuse to give in to fear and running away. As it has been taught to you today….sometimes protecting yourself can be a selfish act. Being vulnerable to being hurt is the only way to open some doors. But Adam, in that too you have opened up and been strong. Does it not have an impact???? Does it not mean a thing in the course of events…..if not on their hearts, on mine?
I will make a way…..I will open a path. Not because you are perfect, but because I am willing. Remember Isaiah 54…..the time of mourning is over….the time of rejection is over…..it has done its work. You are ready as you’ll ever be. So place your hand in mine and let me reveal my intention. And if you have cause to not trust, remember….I told you beforehand what would happen so that you would know this was my process and not just to hurt you. Remember those words I spoke to you, I have in fact done this for your benefit. And for theirs.
It is really going to happen this time…..if you will trust me and step when the door opens. I know you will, even as your sister will do it too. Because deep down, you believe. And guess what….so do they.
It really is time. Rise up from the place where you have fallen and try again. Gather your courage and strength, draw upon the life of Christ and press forward into your destiny. The way has been hard, but the time draws nigh. As a champion you have come so far, and I wouldn’t have put this on anyone else. So rise up and press forward for my name’s sake. see your destiny is held in my hands. For it is. Take heart and take My hand once again and believe for the best.”
October 12, 2011
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Thank you Lord, you are kind
No one hears or knows
Where I am, what I am going through
Some see some parts
Some see other parts
But you see it all
I am glad that they don’t see
I am willing to be myself
To stand on my own two feet
To be strong and walk this path
Thank you.
Walk with me
Show me the way
Show me your paths
I will go too.
I thought I had a clue
But I do not.
My heart is broken
But you are there to heal me
My bones and body break
But you will carry me through.
Good things are coming
The furnace was hot, but necessary
I will follow, I will follow you
I will hear your voice
I will know your ways
I will listen
You will become my bread
And my song
I will not pursue fantasies
I will not pursue the wind
only your love and your breath
To be in my mouth.
Come Lord, and show me
Show me how to live, to breath
To worship again in the sanctuary
Let your love be greater than my life
Let it be my bread again
and I will follow
I will follow
I will follow you home.
